Friday, October 31, 2008

Perjuangan Kehidupan :)

Setiap manusia ada perjuangannya sendiri.Setiap manusia juga ada kelemahan dan kehebatan.Ada manusia yang masih menyembunyikan kelemahannya.Dan masih ada juga manusia yang suka menunjukkan kehebatannya yang tidak seberapa.Bagi manusia yang sedang menyembunyikan kelemahannya ,mungkin itu yang kamu perjuangkan.Setiap manusia haruslah berusaha untuk memenangi segala perjuangan yang akan dan ingin di hadapi.Kehidupan ini bagaikan roda kata yasmin ,dan ianya betul.Kehidupan kita selalu ke atas dan ke bawah.Dan mungkin salah satu daripada kita masih berjuang untuk sentiasa di atas.Tetapi inilah kehidupan ,kita tidak perlu mempalsukan kehidupan kita untuk gembira.Jadilah diri kita yang sebenar.Hidup dalam penipuan ini adalah susah dan sepi.Banyak yang percaya pada penipuan.Dan akhirnya mereka sedar.Mungkin perjuangan mereka adalah untuk menghapuskan penipuan.Dan hidup dalam kenyataan dan kebenaran.Ada juga yang berjuang untuk mendapatkan kembali kawan mereka.Dan aku adalah salah seorang darinya.Aku akan tetap berusaha dan terus ke depan.Itu yang aku perjuangkan.Aku ingin menunjukkan kelemahan dan menyembunyikan kehebatan kerana ia hanya membawa perbalahan.Siapa yang berkuasa itu tidak penting kerana ada yang lebih berkuasa dari kita.Itu yang saya perjuangkan :)

Things Never Be The Same Guys ,

When we first met ,i said hye.and i knew that my hye was going to be forever.i knew you're the one i've been looking for.you're my trusted friend ,and since then.i started to love you.i said 'hey let's make a team , and you said 'ok ,let's name it the GANG ! 'then i laughed.you kept saying that word which makes me felt like burning your mouth ,hahahha.but i didn't have the right to shut you up.so i let you.it started to be a little bit annoying ,i kept on laughing.after that ,i said 'what about 50 cent ? ' ,then you said 'okok ,i like it ,'.since then we started to share our secrets ,hangout together ,making projects together and even laughing together.i swear i've never have a friend like you.i was so scared to leave you or losing you.then ,the life moves on.today we're twelves.and that was the day.the day i was avoiding from.i hate it.but i have to admit that i've change.you started to avoided yourself from seeing or talking to me.that day you started to act like that ,i ran to the girl's bathroom and i cried.i can't stand it ,i mean losing the person you love most is not easy.and day by day ,you kept on avoiding.but that's not all ,you fuck me like suddenly.i cried like almost every night since then.and until one day you saw i'm crying and said ,'keep on crying ,nobody cares ! '.then they all started to laugh at me.what am i ?an animal ?an outsiders ?i don't know.but if i'm changing ,then tell me.don't keep fucking me like this.don't keep treating me like an idiot animal.if i did something wrong then tell me so i could say 'sorry' but you let me choose the gate to go through hell.the only one there's for me was qistina ,hanina ,aisyah ,najihah and haziqah.i've been through this for four bloody hell's month !then you blamed me when i told what had happened between us to the teachers.hell yeah the teachers support me.they all know better.and day by day i'm not responding.since then you people start to forget what you people were doing ,you people start to be kind to me.hahhaha ,bloody hell i'm happy :P




cerita ini adalah lebih lama dan panjang sebenarnya ,hanya yang berkenaan sahaja yang tahu.terimalah kawan anda apa adanya :)

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Qistina :B

yeeeeehaaaaaaaaa ,she's kind.she's smart and helpful.it's hard to find the same person as her in a lifetime.haahaha ,she likes to HELP people.and yeah she's the one who help me solve my BIG BIG BIG problem.and she's the one who's opening 'THE DOOR' for me.she leads a normal and happy life.besides helping me ,she likes to CHEER me up.when i started to cry ,she asked me to calm down.that's what a FRIEND do.Thank you QISTINA.


qistina ILY <333

Hanina :P

Hanina ,she's a korean lover.hell yeah she'll never let go of those 'SUPERJUNIORS'.no matter how much TAUFIQ teases her ,she'll never care.hhahaha ,but she's the kind of friend i've been looking for.she's understanding and caring.she usually hangout with QISTINA ,they're totally besties :P


hanina ILY <333

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Tired mehh :P

Hello ,today was a very tired and fun day.We had a lot of fun maa !after assembly ,kitorang lawan bola jaring macam sial.hahahaha ,hanina jaga aku sorang je duhh.orang main bola jaring tak adalah sampai tumbuk kepala hanina oii.anywy ,mula mula boleh lah kata bangga lawan nilam.bila masuk je berlian ,hampehh.hahahhaha ,qis biasa aja bila sampai aja hanina hancur aku.kau jaga aku macam takut aku kena langgar kereta en ? :P for sure lah berlian menang en.selepas dah habis lawan ,lepak dalam kelas.macam sial aja kena ketuk kepala dengan syafiq jasmeeeeeee !but ,kitorang dah biasa.aku ,qis and hanina rancang rancang nak pakai baju sama lah en nak ambil gambar.rancang gila mantap tapi gambar tak ambil ambil pun.kan nina ?kan qis ?hahahaha ,selepas je balik.ada orang ajak hang out lah pula.malass tapi nak :P dalam kira kira pukul tiga aku gerak ac.jumpa lah zaileen and sarah.rancang nak lepak kat ac ,tiba tiba zaileen yang gemuk lagy hebat tuh tarik kitorang pergy hidayah.duduk makan makan gelak gelak minum minum cakap cakap ,then kitorang bla .Pergy tasik.sambil berjalan tuh si zaileen macam nak patahkan kepala anak ismail je.hahahaha ,bawa payung macam baru tau macam mana nak pegang.sorry zaileen.lepas tuh kitorang makan "TEAR JERKERS" ,bagy zaileen sikit aja ,dia start menari techno mehh !ahhaha ,masam gila duhh.jalan jalan pergy visit rumah afiqah pula ,penattt !masuk rumah dia terjumpa ultraman dua ketul.ahhaahaha comel gila kott :P selepas balik VISITING aja kitorang menyanyi macam orang gila.menari macam scottish dance.hahahah ,balikk lepak dengan mat and ayun pulak :P peeeeennnnnnaaaaaaaatttttttt babi ! :P

Monday, October 27, 2008

Hey Ho Pretenders !

woahh ,do you know anything about fakers or pretenders ?Well ,I do.I fuck them.They sucks.I've known one of them.Sorry I can't tell you what's HER name.She's like a devil and yeah yeah she brings non-good-luck mann !Firstly ,she destroys my life.Some joined her.Then after that she try to fool her own friend.What kind of super fucking devil is that ?Yeah she saw herself winning some non-available trophy in the mirror.But seriously what's the point ?We want to win but not by hurting our own friends.Try to be super understaning will you ?Sumpah there's no one out there will accept you if you keep on hurting and fooling your friends :)






Hardest Year To Live By :(

Arghhh !Next Year will be the hardest year mann !Without my old friends and my old teachers.Sarah I'll be missing you babeyh.Ain ,eventhough we are just getting closer ,ILY ngok :)ahahahaahaha ,arifah who's going to fuck me other than you babe ??haahhaah ,qistina siapa yang nak membebel dekat aku kalau bukan kau ?syamimi siapa nak nasihatkan aku selepas ni ?putri and hazirah siapa nak panggil aku saiko dan gorilla kalau tak ada geng haiwan ?aisyah siapa nak puji aku and then berbuat baik dekat aku kalau kau tak ada.qistina dan hanina siapa nak sokong aku buat something kalau korang dah jauh daripada aku ?ohh lesbiansss ,i'm going to miss you :(



nama di atas tidak mengikut turutan yang terbaik ,jika nama anda tiada.please inform me :)


AIN ilyt mehh !hahahaha 8)

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Friends <333

Life is totally better if we have our friends just by oursides.They'll help us whenever we need them.They'll feel what we feel when we're facing something hard ,QistinaAisyah,Najihah and Hanina thanks for being just by my sides when I need you people.Please ,you can go to hell if you said 'friends' are not important.I fuck that word a lot.Ohh ,people change right ?I believe your friends changing too.And that's life.We can't go through the same thing .And if your friend are changing ,then what's wrong ?If you don't like them ,than be honest.Tell them.But don't hurt them by saying 'i hate you ,you've change a lot ',or they'll cry for suree mann.Come on ,love your friend for who they are.


ILY <333

qistina ,hanina ,aisyah ,najihah ,hilmi ,sarah ,mat ,ayun ,anuarol ,anwar ,nabil ,wan ,shahar ,shafiq ,hamzi ,
dzul ,putri ,arifah ,sakinah ,syazani ,tapir ,syamimi ,shahid ,hazirah ,azrin dan banyak lagyy ,